Gone.
Not that I have a lot of readers anymore, but....
I left Skot. Things are rough, words are bitter. It's rather deserved, almost expected.
I hate fighting, and I hate hurting him... I just don't think he cares how his nasty comments make me feel.
We're doing the being civil thing for Erik's sake... and we do family things and still have dinner when we can. It's just still in the early difficult stages.
I stay at the house when I have to, mostly when I have to work or don't have a chunk of days off to take Erik to my mom's with me.
Lots of things have been posted and talked about so let me say this next bit here:
I was unhappy. I was going to leave... but thought it was going to turn out differently. I let go of one person in my life as another one re-entered my life. Yes, all in all I did end my relationship with Skot and a few days later became involved with another man, Steve. Scrutinize if you will, but in the last two or so weeks I think I have heard it all so please save your breath. I've loved Steve for years. Let's leave it at that for now.
There are so many people I used to keep in touch with on here and follow their blogs... I am sorry I've been so out in left field. I am hardly ever on and I don't really have a place on line to call my own anymore. Myspace. NOPE. Facebook. NOPE... Here.... Well, here's to hoping.
I left Skot. Things are rough, words are bitter. It's rather deserved, almost expected.
I hate fighting, and I hate hurting him... I just don't think he cares how his nasty comments make me feel.
We're doing the being civil thing for Erik's sake... and we do family things and still have dinner when we can. It's just still in the early difficult stages.
I stay at the house when I have to, mostly when I have to work or don't have a chunk of days off to take Erik to my mom's with me.
Lots of things have been posted and talked about so let me say this next bit here:
I was unhappy. I was going to leave... but thought it was going to turn out differently. I let go of one person in my life as another one re-entered my life. Yes, all in all I did end my relationship with Skot and a few days later became involved with another man, Steve. Scrutinize if you will, but in the last two or so weeks I think I have heard it all so please save your breath. I've loved Steve for years. Let's leave it at that for now.
There are so many people I used to keep in touch with on here and follow their blogs... I am sorry I've been so out in left field. I am hardly ever on and I don't really have a place on line to call my own anymore. Myspace. NOPE. Facebook. NOPE... Here.... Well, here's to hoping.
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