Garden time
Today is time to get dirty. It was totally unplanned, but it looks like a family day outside in the dirt. The quality time is much needed. It's nice and therapeutic.
Rich and I will be celebrating 3 years together tomorrow. Things have been rocky. Especially lately. Some days I know there is a lot of doubt, but I am full of love for that man. I love him so much even though I don't know the best ways to show it. I know I've said and done a lot of mean things, but we must forgive to move forward. I want our dreams to come true together. I want to walk through life with this man by my side. Forever. I hope that happens. Right now I know I am trying my ass off and things slowly, very, very slowly seem to be getting better. I won't fail without giving my absolute all. Sad thing is, things are better in ways than they've ever been but I don't expect much for our anniversary tomorrow.... Just to dance and have dinner would be nice. Yeah. I'm that easy to please.
Rich and I will be celebrating 3 years together tomorrow. Things have been rocky. Especially lately. Some days I know there is a lot of doubt, but I am full of love for that man. I love him so much even though I don't know the best ways to show it. I know I've said and done a lot of mean things, but we must forgive to move forward. I want our dreams to come true together. I want to walk through life with this man by my side. Forever. I hope that happens. Right now I know I am trying my ass off and things slowly, very, very slowly seem to be getting better. I won't fail without giving my absolute all. Sad thing is, things are better in ways than they've ever been but I don't expect much for our anniversary tomorrow.... Just to dance and have dinner would be nice. Yeah. I'm that easy to please.