Sad.
I am so sad today. So incredibly sad. It is my day off and all I want to do is finish pumping...... Go out and enjoy this lovely day with E. First thing I ask Skot is, "hey when do you think you will have time to finish cleaning in here?" Talking about our tornado hit bedroom. One simply question spawns an argument and the closing comments on that were him calling me, "white trash bitch." Yeah, of all things, though it is the furthest from the truth it still hurt, and talk about embarrassing. In front of Erik... My god.
Then I tell Skot how done with his BS I am. I am sick of it and deserve much better. MUCH BETTER and that I think he should get a ride to his class tonight from his dad. I've decided that today is going to be a day for E and I. I am going to enjoy all the good things in MY life.
He storms down here and starts chewing me a new one while I am pumping... My god, what the hell goes through people's narrow minds? I tell him repeatedly to leave me alone I am busy... He goes out in the other room and continues to carry on like a 5 year old child, but not to mention before throwing out the "Rev/boyfriend" comments.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I want to fucking scream. I feel like I am dealing with two children.
Sorry my first new post in months is about how much things, and people suck right now but its where I am at. Perhaps after going out and spending this beautiful day outside with E I will have tons of new pics to post!!!!
Then I tell Skot how done with his BS I am. I am sick of it and deserve much better. MUCH BETTER and that I think he should get a ride to his class tonight from his dad. I've decided that today is going to be a day for E and I. I am going to enjoy all the good things in MY life.
He storms down here and starts chewing me a new one while I am pumping... My god, what the hell goes through people's narrow minds? I tell him repeatedly to leave me alone I am busy... He goes out in the other room and continues to carry on like a 5 year old child, but not to mention before throwing out the "Rev/boyfriend" comments.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I want to fucking scream. I feel like I am dealing with two children.
Sorry my first new post in months is about how much things, and people suck right now but its where I am at. Perhaps after going out and spending this beautiful day outside with E I will have tons of new pics to post!!!!
If our personal lives and direct quotes are up for public scrutiny, maybe I should post about your bullshit, your insanity, your lack of self-control under duress and the things you say in front of Erik. Transparency goes both ways, love.
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