Mental Mama - Official 1st Day of Unemployment
I think it's a good thing but I think it's going to drive me crazy. I am the kind of person that feels most people need a job simply for the structure of routine if provides. I said MOST people. Some people are naturally able to find the structure of routine without said routine including regular 6-10 hour outings to a place which most dread going in the first place... so said routine ends up making one miserable right?
Odd I guess. I've had 2 conversations recently, one with my friend Heather and the other with Rich about looking for a completely new job. I've been working the the developmentally disabled and elderly for almost 8 years now. I love helping people and I would love to continue to help people but I remember two women that I worked with when I lived in Rutland, Flora and Ester. They were resident aides, like myself, except they were in they're late 60's and miserable and bitchy, always complaining about the aches and pains, yet they were aides.... I don't want to be like that. I am the only one that has the ability to change that.
I feel very depressed and "blah" today, knowing that the decision ultimately lies in someone else's hands of when I will have my "structure" back in my life.
I created an account on snagajob.com yesterday, made a few craigslist inquiries, I'm going to apply to the Southern Vermont Counsel on Aging, as well as D.H.M.C for a Clinical Secretary. Both application processes are semi-tedious, more D.H.M.C than the Counsel on Aging.
I HATE STARTING TOO MANY PARAGRAPHS IN A ROW WITH "I".
Feeling pretty nauseous today, haven't been sick yet, but the day is far from over.
Perhaps getting my lazy rear motivated and doing some housework will make me feel accomplished and slightly better about myself. Rolling over and not waking up until I feel better sounds fabulous as well.
Tomorrow I have an appt. with the Dr. and therapist that run the Pregnancy Wellness Program at my hospital. I think its ironic timing, but definitely much needed, and I am glad I am feeling better about going and talking to her.
Here's to *PRODUCTIVITY*.
Odd I guess. I've had 2 conversations recently, one with my friend Heather and the other with Rich about looking for a completely new job. I've been working the the developmentally disabled and elderly for almost 8 years now. I love helping people and I would love to continue to help people but I remember two women that I worked with when I lived in Rutland, Flora and Ester. They were resident aides, like myself, except they were in they're late 60's and miserable and bitchy, always complaining about the aches and pains, yet they were aides.... I don't want to be like that. I am the only one that has the ability to change that.
I feel very depressed and "blah" today, knowing that the decision ultimately lies in someone else's hands of when I will have my "structure" back in my life.
I created an account on snagajob.com yesterday, made a few craigslist inquiries, I'm going to apply to the Southern Vermont Counsel on Aging, as well as D.H.M.C for a Clinical Secretary. Both application processes are semi-tedious, more D.H.M.C than the Counsel on Aging.
I HATE STARTING TOO MANY PARAGRAPHS IN A ROW WITH "I".
Feeling pretty nauseous today, haven't been sick yet, but the day is far from over.
Perhaps getting my lazy rear motivated and doing some housework will make me feel accomplished and slightly better about myself. Rolling over and not waking up until I feel better sounds fabulous as well.
Tomorrow I have an appt. with the Dr. and therapist that run the Pregnancy Wellness Program at my hospital. I think its ironic timing, but definitely much needed, and I am glad I am feeling better about going and talking to her.
Here's to *PRODUCTIVITY*.
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